Saturday, 5 December 2015

Meet up and chaos

hello gaissss. so here i am writing for the 3rd post for this blog....

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So harini aku ke KL Central untuk beli ticket ETS aku, sebab macam aku bagitahu sebelum ni lah 10.-16hb aku kena balik kolej sebab ada kena medical standby untuk program TPM and thank God tix ETS tak naik harga still with the same price which is RM25 . So harini sambil sambil aku pergi beli ticket ets aku jumpa kawan aku and kami lepak lah sekali, Makan then plan nak tengok wayang movie Point Break tu but sadly tix dah habis yang tinggal In The Heart Of The Sea je, so with no other choice aku ngan kawan aku tu pun tengok je lah. hmm the movie was okay je. ada certain part yang mengantuk. Overall aku bagi movie tu 4/10 lah. Yupp it was that bad lah. The thing about the movie is that it was about one damn Sperm Whale. Thats it. Nothing more. So lepas habis movie tu kami pusing pusing satu NU Sentral tu then balik. 

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Sampai je rumah i can feel that the atmosphere was kinda weird, rupa rupanya something happened in our family today. Aidaf ( eldest brother) ws my other brother which is Zaini, aidaf just tegur lah pasal benda yang zaini tak sepatutnya buat. Untuk situasi ni, si zaini ni suruh mak jaga anak dia. Ye ah bukan apa aidaf just kesian kat mak, Sebab kerja harian mak je dah mengasuh budak then nak kena jaga lagi cucu dia sorang tu, dah lah lasak gila,kalau nangis nyaring gila suara. kalau dia macam Adelia tak apalah juga, oh yeee Adelia tu anak kepada abang aku yang sulung So lepas aidaf ws dia both of them zaini and isteri dia macam terasalah dengan aidaf. Mak tak tahu pun at first tapi mak ada terbaca something kat Fb yang kak ayu ada post something duk meroyan apa ntah dia. Mak macam terasa then mak ws lah zaini tanya ni and so on.....so sekarang zaini and isteri dia ada kat rumah mertua dia merajuk kot.. apa apa lah. fah family aku ni memang jenis porak peranda. i just live my normal life je.

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Tadi sebelum mak nak tidur mak ada mengadu yang ayah harini mengamuk dia duk campak kerusi sampai berdentum rumah. Aidaf and Kak Myra ad sekali time benda tu jadi. This is not the first time dia mengamuk mak banyak kali dah mengadu kat aku. Biasalah ayah ni jenis yang suka mendesak so kalau kita lambat ke apa ke mula lah dia buat perangai. Tak cukup orang penat dia menambahkan lagi orang punya penat. sabar je lahh. Hope satu hari nanti dia sedar lah sikit. Ha aku ni kira dah paling tak rapat lah dengan ayah aku, almost everyday aku akan marah dia, yup marah dia korang maybe ingat aku ni macam anak yang tak kenang budi lah apa lah. hahaha sokay. if that what u want to call me the silakan. U were not in my shoes so i get it. only God knows how hard i try to not hate my one and only dad. Sokaylah ada masa aku akan share that side of me. okayy i think thats it for today. byeeeee

Thursday, 3 December 2015

Sem break and what?

Soooo semester break dah start dah masuk 2 minggu dah sekarang cuti dan dah dua minggu juga lah aku mentepu kan lemak dalam badan ni. haha. Macam biasalah bila dah start cuti and im here in KL duduk kat rumah do the same old routine everyday which is EAT,SLEEP,PRAY,being SCOLDED by mum, layan karenah ayah which sometimes ughh only God knows how tired i am. Terfikir juga nak kerja but nanti 10-16hb must going back to kolej kena handle program. well fyi terpaksa okay. menganggu masa cuti den je, kalau tak boleh lah kerja dapat gaji sebulan plus allowance hehehe masyukkk tapi itu semua mimpi semata mata.
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So apa plan untuk cuti sem ni? well there's nothing much. disebabkan allowance masuk buta buta macam tu je duit tu buat shopping and maybe nnti kalau plan dengan geng nak pergi Sunway Lagoon berjalan dengan lancar tu je lah rasanya. Sebab time aku cuti kawan aku yang lain ada kelas. biasalah diorang UiTM so cuti semua serentak and sama. aku ni under KKM diorang dah habis cuti barulahhhhh aku start cuti, kadang kadang sedih juga bukan selalu dapat lepak dengan diorang tapi apakan dayaaaaa hahaha orang cakap hidup ni perlukan pengorbanann kan? haa tu diaa pengorbanan tak dapat jumpa kawan katakauuuu. Mesti tertanya tanya kan kan aku ni study mana? umur berapa? duduk mana? haha ke aku je yang perasan? ntah ntah tak ada siapa pun baca blog aku ni. well tbh im not expect for people to read my blog. aku wujudkan blog ni just untuk aku luahkan apa yang aku rasa dan share what happen in my life. sebab i dont have that one kawan yang sanggup dengar semua benda yang aku nak cerita ni. kalau ada punnn hmm ntahlah tak pasti aku akan cerita ataupun tak kat diorang. so dengan adanya blog ni dapatlah aku cerita serba sikit pasal hidup aku dan apa yang terjadi. So kembali pada tajuk asal kita apa yang aku nak buat semasa semester break ni? well thats for you to wait lah if there's anything happen i'll tell ya right here in this blog. because for now my plan is just sitting my ass at home je,my schedule are free. so maybe thats it for today and tonight. ill se ya when i have thing to share. Byeeeeee

"Very little is needed to make a happy life; it is all within yourself, in your way of thinking."

The Door

Well some people may have their thought about my first entry "The Door". why "The Door" huh? well basically i believe that this blog will be the door for me to open up about my life,the other side of me,my problems,my struggle and a lot other things that is so complicated. Hoping that there is other person who felt the same way and maybe can share with me their thought and experience. im not going to used fully english in this blog as my grammar is sucks, so i prefer to use "bahasa rojak". So that it will be easier for me express my feelings and opinion about certain things. hehe


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Okay what will u found here in my blog? Soooo, maybe a bit of my bitter sweet life,my struggle as a student, as a SON, as a person, as a man and as a human being and about my friends.......well that must be bored huh?  okaylah i share with you guys about my interest and what makes me happy juga. Tak adalah jadi blog yang menyedihkan je. This is my first time writing something so bagi lah peluang sikit kalau ada salah sana sini tu. hehe. So lets begin......... :)